that's why i choose to love you :')♥

i choose to love you in silence

whenever i feel like sharing my feelings with you ,

but you were never there

i choose to love you in loneliness

whenever i need your presence

i wish i could implant GPS in your penis...

or in your head

i tried to love you without expectation

i wish you could love me more ,

make i feel your love ,

make i feel secure ,

make i feel treasure ...

i love you without thousands of forgiveness...

knowing this relationship is bad for me

you have been feeding my lies ...

cheating on me 

treating me like a back up bone

or a stand-by blow up doll

stepping on my confidence

make me feel unwanted

taking advantages of my love

wasting my youth


i still hold on to you like a drug addict

like an idiot

and totally drunk with the feelings i once had

i deserve more than what you treating me

i need to love myself more

i need to set myself free

keep my head high and let my tears moist your eyes

other than let them die in tissue paper

if you doesn't cherish me

then you not my prince


if you doesn't want me

nothing can make you stay


if you doesn't care about my feelings

you is worse than a friend

if you really loves with my heart ,

not your dick ,

you will be afraid to lose me

you will try harder to love me ,

to make me happy 

you will never take risks to screw up my relationship


u might say you loves me 

in fact ,

you love yourself

your ego and and your orgasms more than me 

you said you love me ,

but dear

DON'T FORGET:TALK IS TOTALLY FREE 

BUT LOVE IS NOT ! ♥

i love you ♥

 BY:MiMiKo Ai ♥